Ever since I was a little girl, I was never good at making friends. Most people just decide they don't like me shortly after meeting me. I could never tell you how being popular feels lol but lately, I've been making new friends easily. Maybe I haven't been freaking out about social interaction the way I used to. I don't worry about the next thing i should say, I say what I want to say. I don't usually like to talk about myself to people in person so I do most of the listening. Somehow, that makes people feel comfortable to talk to me often and then before I know it, we're hanging out and smoking together and going places. Once that happens, I end up meeting more people! It's honestly too many people for me to keep up with. I've never had to deal with more than like 5 xD I mean, is popularity a good thing? Should I be excited? I just remember all the books and movies depicting popular people as assholes, And in real life, I never talked to the popular people so I don't know if they're really assholes. My point is I don't wanna be like those douchey popular people, but I do want to be better at socializing. Even though I don't have a lot of time for friends and hanging out like I used to, its still nice to have people you can call and will come see you and just enjoy your company. And so far, moving on to a higher popularity level hasn't been awful lol its only adding to my good luck streak hahaha I don't know what else to call it!
Sincerely,
Kat =^.^=
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Brain Lord - Kurt Travis
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