So about 6 or 8 months ago, I started to smoke marijuana. It was never really something I thought about doing, it just never really seemed like an option for someone like me. But there was so much I didn't know about it and myself. Ever since then, I smoke heavily, daily, without fail lol. People are a little worried that it'll become a horrible habit that'll lead to other drugs. I'm not denying that it's a possibility, but I know my limits and I always have. Yes, I've had people offer me other things, but I'm pretty responsible I think? Anyway, this kind of brings me back to the whole mental illness thing. I'm beginning to think its more physical than mental, because smoking really calms down my thoughts and emotions and I just feel like things are easier to handle when I'm high. I've even gotten an apartment and a raise and things are still progressing. Its helped me think clearly. I can see my mistakes and where I'm being biased and how my reactions effect other things in my life. Everything I was ever told about marijuana is wrong. When I think about that, it makes me legitimately angry. Fortunately, it is legal in the state of Nevada, I can obtain it whenever lol I'm happy as hell about that. I just hope the rest of the country follows suit.
Sincerely,
Kat =^.^=
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