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"There comes a time in a man's life where he must take responsibility for the choices he has made, there are certain things he must do, things he must say like 'I love you,' and 'I need you,' 'I only want you', and nobody will know if its true."

This song just screams at me, and I hate it.
But I keep playing it.

You tell me you haven't been eating,
That something is tearing you up inside.
You say its me.

But this is it, its over.
If we resume, if we forgive, if we forget things will just end up how they were.

And I can't go back to that, I've already seen something much more promising even in its own uncertainty. And even in his own ways, he makes me feel more like royalty than the last few months I had with you.

You told me you can see I've already found someone new to love, perhaps I have.
I've always been one to shove my feelings into a closet on this kind of thing, but can you blame me?
All my relationships end in such a shitty way, why would I want to sit here and diagnose them.

I waited three years to be with you.
I can't do that again to find a better tomorrow.