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I kinda hate that so many people say they see John and I being together,
they see John and I having sex,
they see John and I just being oh so in love.

what the hell do they know?
we're clearly just insanely good friends.

i feel like people try to brain wash you into agreeing what they think,
because we need to be secure in our numbers;

one day, people will brain wash the ******** world into think john and i are destiny,
i swear to god!

i mean, yeah,
i liked him once,
but i can't even picture kissing him,
and holding his hand doesn't mean anything,
and besides, i'm just way too myself around him for us to date.

there's no way anyone can handle who i am and then be on a romantic level with me,
it's just not possible. sorry.

"I went for so long
And I was so wrong
And then I met you
And now I can't live without you
And I don't want to
I've done that all my life up till now"