what do I say that are lies and true? I feel useless as everyone always talk down to me. No one talk to me but, why? Beloved, what a wouderful word it is but never use to me. Maybe cuz no one see me.
I feel like a shadow as everyone say they care about me but the turth is no one does. why is that?
I help alot and others doesn't see that. is it cuz I'm lazy?
Is it that no one see as the girl I am?
Is it just that no one knows me.
I though they know me by now but no one does. I feel left out everyday. even my friend that say "I'll never let nothing hurt you" lies to me. He even hack me.
I don't know the turth but the music is playing and my best friend that really care of me is banned. Friend that talk to me all the time doesn't what to talk. Am I boreding?
I don't think I what to feel happy around anyone now.
They say there busy but really, they just don't what to talk about anything. If no one talk to me is it cuz I don't know what there talking about? I feel like a loser as no one knows about it.
I think I should just lay dead as I think that what they what the most. The flower bloom and I feel abit sad-er. Well the song is playing and well....
I just flip the bird to everyone then.
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