Sorri...I'm lazy i dont feel like writing in here all the time... stare gosh stare ... Well I met my boyfriend in a chatroom and we started talking and then we finally had 2 meet eachother in person...well we met at the mall...He was an entire hour late...But we hung out and he drove me home...Well lets just skip on 2 lastnight...March 5th of 2003 my boyfriend ( crying Tim crying ) killed himself b/c Itold him that I would not marry me...He was only 18...He got on his knees and asked and I told him I was too young 2 even b thinking about marriage...And he didnt take is so well...Then Ihear from his mother that he hung himself and it was all my fault...And yesterday...March 5th...Yeah you should get the picture...Well I was really depressed and I kind got in a fight w/ Whitey(William heart current bf heart )...Well I think it was like 7 or 8pm and he was at my door...Making sure I didnt do anything stupid cry ...And he stayed in my room until 10pm just kissing, cuddling, talking, and something else redface ...Whitey just makes my heart melt...There is just something about him that makes him different from my other bfs...
 kris767 · Sun Mar 06, 2005 @ 08:26pm · 1 Comments |
