Well i just found out that my x bf was cheating on me the whole time we were going out and i found out yesterday that my gf was cheating on me with Daniel...i cant remember if i told yaw'll that in my last entry or not but i found out that she has been...I'm not sure what i'm gonna do...I dont know if i should just go completely gay and i just dont know if i should dump everyone and just adopt alot of cats and be like some old woman...I think this has to be the most lowest point of my life...I mean i broke up with my bfs and i find out that my gf is cheating and well...i kinda got another bf but he dumped me (refer back to entry Daemon) but i guess i'm just not ment to be loved...Hopefully my last hour of life will arrive...I'm just sick of being cheated on, left alone, lied to, and being used...I just wish i could find that perfect someone that i can spend all my time with and finally be happy...But yeah i know thats everyone's dream and it dont always come true...But seriously...My life is something off a soap opera...Its full of unwanted drama and secrets...
kris767 · Thu Jan 06, 2005 @ 01:09am · 2 Comments |