Okay, Halloween was totally amazing! I actually went trick or treating and it was super fun. I also went out and partied a little lol but anyway, it was definitely one of the best ones I've had in a few years. Now it's November, usually I'd be excited about my birthday, but I have no clue what I want to go on. Like, I feel celebrating your birthday with the thought that everything has to go perfect because it's your birthday kind of thing is silly. The universe doesn't care, plenty of things could go wrong but like I would still be expecting something to go wrong? I don't know, I can't really enjoy anything without the feeling that something will ruin it. That's just part of me, we all have to recognize our faults. I'm glad that I'm aware of the things I feel most people should be aware of. But I think it's because I've realized this. Now that I know, I really do want to celebrate my life. It never meant much to me before, but I have to understand that I'm on a different level than most people. And there are people out there that are on totally different levels than I am lol so my realm in my mind is special to me and I want to enjoy it fully.
Sincerely,
Kalasia
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