Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

I learned a lot this passed week about trust. Its not easy giving someone your trust, right? And when you think you find someone you can trust, you get screwed over. And other times, you end up making a best friend. I've made it to a point where I am just done with being screwed over. But this time, it's not just about me. I'm worried about the 3 greatest people I've ever met and they also associate with this expert screw over. Its all just gotten a little too personal for me, and there really isn't much I can do. After all, I can't force anyone to make any decisions. All I can think right now is that I don't want to meet new people, I don't want to let anyone else into my life. I have who and what I need and that's all I should want. The worst part about all of this is that the only one that will try to take this situation and learn from it is probably me. Meaning this is bound to happen again and its totally out of my control.