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"Love is watching someone die, so whose gonna watch you die?"

I dunno why but that verse just struck a cord within me.
Who will be there at my death bed, holding my hand?
Will my family think I'm a good person, admirable and worth remembering?
Or will they think I was cruel and mean, happy to have me resting inside the earth?

Death Cab is just so ******** good.
This whole CD has just been like yes, continue.

but maybe that's just me.
I seem to like music while I dwell on the past,
Especially music like this.

You'll be loved, you'll be loved
Like you never have known,
And the memories of me will seem more like bad dreams
Just a series of blurrs, like I never occurred,
Someday you will be loved.

I mean how ******** true is that?
Possesses a knowing only one whose been through it can feel,
But I can hardly remember the events of most of my relationships,
Just my current and prior

And maybe that's good, we're supposed to forget things.
If we don't we're all doomed to a bitter, sad life.
And while there are times where being sad is great, its a high, an inspiration,
I just want to be happy and positive, educated, but still possess the ability to be optimistic.

My life is going well.
That's a fact.

I hope yours is going well,
Though just last month I would have hoped you'd rot in hell.

That could go to multiple people, I bet you think you're one of them.