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Echoes of Silence is so impressive.
The Weeknd never fails to take us on a whole new ride, a whole new level.

Dirty Diana cover? Perfection.
Lu even almost thought it was MJ singing surprised

I'm really excited.
We're just gonna make love to this all weekend. heart

I'm so ready to give him his gifts, I know he'll love them all.
He told me the things he got me are silly but I'm just gonna be like "YES >:3"
He knows me so well, I know he got me great things.

I love the PJs he bought me, so cozy <3
Kozy Shack wink heart

My oh my, I'm so ready to bring in the new year.
Silly resolutions to hopefully keep, a new and better year because I have all the people I truly want and need.
Luis especially.
He's the only one I know is a definite forever.

It's funny how things change, but I'm not even fearful.
Even when we get in an argument now, I know he's not gonna just break up with me.

I feel so secure in this relationship its unreal.
But I'm still doing all I can to show him why he should continue making me feel secure.

I love that we can talk about anything.
I love that we have cute little Po to enjoy all our days with.

I love that his parents are talking about us getting married, can they also tell that we're meant to be forever? I'm so happy.

I'm so ready to meet them as his girlfriend,
So ready to be fluent in Espanol so we can all talk in their native tongue.
So ready to be there with them in the years to come as we all share a bottle of wine and silly memories about one another.

I can't help but drift off to the days of when you and I will be living in Paradise,
Though I know its a while away.
I'm so anxious to know how your grandma makes green spaghetti so I can spoil you with it on special days.

Tell me how I got so lucky?
I really just gotta know.
It's so amazing, I can't believe I found the one for me so early on, but it's great that I'll never have to search again.

On a less exciting note,
A day of mourning is approaching.
I hope I won't be bummed, but I hope you'll hold me if I am.
I hope you'll tell me it's okay and there was nothing to be done.

It wasn't so bad when I had one or two,
But now I have none and there's nothing I can do.
Bittersweet, it occasionally feels,
But relief that they're gone is real.
Surreal, a deal, a trade
He was my nurse, my aid
When she ran away and skies were almost gray,
he came, made them blue, the sun decided to stay.
Everything was okay, everything was fine
He held me close, even as I whined
But not a single tear fell,
And soon all was well
He made her a distant memory,
Blind-sighted was something I'd never be.
I wonder how if she's as bitter as she's always been,
Or if she's found happiness somewhere within
I doubt it, sorrowfully,
But she was a b***h, so she can get on her knees and blow me. blaugh