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It's crazy how life keeps throwing me a curve ball.

Two great things happened today that I really wasn't expecting.
But now I have to be careful and see how things go.

Also, my friend isn't coming home from the Philippians which is scary and yet not surprising.
She has a whole other life there,
I just hope she's successful and happy there.
I hope I hear from her more often than I did when she was here.

But I guess that's a lesson for us all, right?
Cherish the time you have with someone while they're around
Instead of regretting not spending more with them when they were.

Can I do that? With the people I want in my life?
I'm not sure why I said anything to you today,
but I'm really happy I did.
That was probably the longest conversation we've had in a month.

And I can't believe he told me he loves me.
He really isn't the type to just say it without reason, I don't think.
I didn't expect what I had said to have anything good come out of it,
but now? Who knows? I just have to make sure I don't let my hopes rise too high,
I need to keep a level head now more than ever,
Especially since all I wanna do is talk to you and see you.
Hopefully in two Fridays, I'll be back in your arms, right?

Make you some dinner,
Make some memories.
Figure everything out.

It's time I figure everything out, honestly.

also listen to this:
The Weeknd - Gone