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Floating, drifting.
God, I just need this hour to hurry up and pass.
So it won't be such a big deal.

I don't get why I wanted people to care so much about my birthday,
But now that they're showing that they do I just don't want it anymore.

I guess that's the way some people are though.
I've always been a bit on the fickle side.
Especially since commitment just seems so.... disgusting? yeah that's the right word.

It makes you such a slave to your emotions,
Neva dat fo meeee.

S4L sounds hot. (;

Anyway.
I'unno where I was trying to go with this.
I'm just kinda in a daze.

Thought you woulda called,
But I guess you never specified.

Eh. That's life, right?
Quit setting expectations for people and maybe you'll have a nice surprise.

But then again,
I guess when it happened last year,
I kinda had high hopes it would this year.

OH WELLL.
time to get over it,
cause I'm about to be 17
and that means I can't be a whiny little b***h anymore.

bummer.
bummed.
bummy.

BUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMER.