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so lately I've been thinking that i should just give up on everything. im not good at anything, i cant do much, i cant go places...i should just give up. but everyone's telling me not to because it all gets better in the end. and now im just debating on whether i should live to see "the end" or not. things just arent going the way a person would want. if that isnt supposed to happen, than what the hell is supposed to keep me motivated? yeah, i have friends that love and care about me but its not about that. its about what im here for and what i should be doing. i dont know if im doing the right thing or not and my parents' rules could be the right or wrong thing. some people believe in God, others dont. so what rules am i supposed to go by? my rules dont seem to be "approved" by others... i just dont know... what should i do? im just trying to figure out whats supposed to work with me and whats not and its just all very frustrating...

Sincerely,
Kat...