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So i was extremely happy to hear from a great friend this morning (iloveyouJorge!) and that just started the day off. i felt pretty good up until now. its 11pm and im just staring at the walls trying to figure out what went wrong with google bear and i...i dont understand....i havent done anything wrong and he couldnt even tell me why he was being so mean. he's just being mean bcuz..he can i guess... it hurts...it really, really hurts. and i know some people are like "Get over it, suck it up." but im a really sensitive person...and when you tell someone how much you care about them, do you expect them to spit in your face and show you how much they dont care? even if you're not a sensitive person, that would have to hurt you somewhere in your head or in your heart. just think..there had to be a time when you told someone you loved them or you told them how much they meant to you...just think...if that person could care less...you wasted your time and your breath trying to be kind...so another one's gone...one of the most important...gone..just like that and i cant even say why bcuz i dont even know for myself... we've been through everything except the apocalypse together, i swear...and...it hurts): but its just another day for me...its not like this doesnt happen all the time...and you'd think id learn to deal with it...-shrugs-...

Sincerely,
Kat...</3