all of my thoughts lead to tears D: its like... there are literally no happy thoughts!! sure, i laugh during the school days or i'll smile sometimes but... it never really means anything later in the day. i wish there was something that makes me want to live when i think about it... trying to be happy is like...difficult! D: i always thought that everyone was supposed to be happy sometime but... when i am happy, something happens and the whole thing is just done with! and then everybody acts like it never happened! and then when i think of something that would make me happy, it still brings tears bcuz i know it wont happen D: ugh! i hate my life! >.< well...the weekend was a total drag and nothing went the way i planned (as usual) so school's tomorrow and thats pretty much all there is...thats all there ever is! -sigh- im so depressed D:
Sincerely,
Kat =^.^=
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