Mood: Exhausted.
Song: Gifted- N.A.S.A, Kanye West, Santigold, Lykke Li
I was kinda down and light headed.
Just finished volunteering at the elementary school.
I really do love little kids, you know.
It made me think of those girls who get pregnant,
Keep the baby, choose to raise it.
Isn't it weird?
They throw away their lives for this kid,
But at the same time, some of them keep it for very selfish reasons.
And then they lose this baby.
Their ray of sunshine.
"This baby was for me.
So I'd have someone to love.
So I'd never have to be alone."
Isn't it ironic?
They throw their lives away.
They throw their child's life away.
All out of greed, need,
A desire to fill a void.
Sometimes I wonder if I'll want kids forreal when I'm old enough,
Sometimes I wonder if I'd ever be able to handle the kids...
Boy, do I wonder.
But for now,
I don't feel the need for kids.
And I kind of hope I never do.
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Missa Defunctorum
praise the lost souls, it'll set yours free
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