Mood: Dropping.
Song: I am the Boy that Set Your Girl on Fire - Emarosa
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I don't know how I can go from feeling like the Queen of the World
To nothing.
Nothing.
I want to talk to you,
I want to see your awkwardness as we first begin,
But it won't happen for a while, if at all.
I miss you more than I want to,
But I don't love you, and I know I don't,
and, oddly enough, that makes me smile an all-natural smile.
I thought about Brianna today,
About how we promised each other forever,
And again I noticed how forever is a crock of bull,
I'm not looking forward to anything anymore.
My stomach makes me sickkkk.
I feel like one day it'll implode.
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I just want to hold onto someone, anyone,
and feel their warmth,
Forever, the snooow it dances around me,
smothers me,
and I feel naked against the white,
alone, alone, alone.
You left me all alone,
Took my everything,
And even still, you aren't satisfied,
And I know why - oh, I know why,
You wish you could be mine.
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