Mood: Full. (:
Song: Heart Heart Heartbreak - Boys Like Girls
I really, truly ought to stop dwelling on these things e.e;
Nothing good comes out of any of it.
I've got Katherine wooorried,
and it makes me feel bad.
Everytime something bad happens,
I can't bare to suck it up and smile anymore,
At least not for the people I spend all my time with.
Yeesh.
Yeah, yeah, maybe it is emotionally scarring;
Healing after losing someone you truly loved,
Then losing your best friend,
Plus being sick - maybe it is.
But, you know,
I've been feeling the need to drop almost everyone that's had the slightest glipse if inside my head.
I don't feel safe, I don't feel secure,
I don't feel wanted or loved or needed anymore.
"Easy choice"
Indeed, you're a copycat.
"Meow meow" Mama's on the prowl.
But oh please, unlike you I don't think I'll go insane without having my best friend by my side,
You weened me off of you slowly but surely,
Our friendship has faded, the bond isn't what it was.
I really don't even feel like I have a best friend.
It was a nice two years, I guess,
but those two years were just that. Two years.
I can't be second best in your heart, sorry, that's bullshit after everything you've ever bothered to tell me.
I think I'm allergic to liars, especially to liars named Brianna.
At the same time, I guess,
That Aaron's right,
I should have no expectations to ever see you, talk to you, for you to need me, for you to miss me, or for you to want to spend time with me o:
But, my bad, I guess I do and I guess I'm sick of this bullshit you always put me through.
Finally, I'm growing up and growing strong.
You made your choice, and you'll stick to it.
It feels like we're breaking up though we never dated, lol.
Glad you found love, but I guess we can never have everything we want, right?
So you'll go live life,
and I'll go live mine,
And our memories will fade into the back of our minds,
and we'll forget one another and soon I'll feel fine.
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Missa Defunctorum
praise the lost souls, it'll set yours free
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