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we may all live in a yellow submarine but i think i am drowning......

"submarines sink you know...."

i know
then you start to suffocate on leaking gas
then you lose your oxygen
and the banging noise make people think you are alive,
but you are actually dead.....
kind of poetic......
like if humans are wiped out and parrots carry on the sounds and language of humans.
the banging on the submarine carries the noise of life and yet it is gone.
drowning out of water. in a metal tube on the bottom of the ocean. drowning encased in water but not actually touching it.

i am drowning
out of the water.
sinking through dry matter
flopping like a fish on land.
i can not breathe i can not breathe
disoriented and dizzy overwhelmed by panic and anxiety
i can not breathe i can not breathe
i am sinking and everything is closing in
where is my parrot to carry on my language?
i am drowning on dry land
encapsulated by my own walls
i hear the water
rushing rushing to carry me away
can you hear my banging as i slip?
i can not breathe i can not breathe
i am drowning surrounded by that submarine
it will carry me away
we all live in it
it will carry me away