i've suddenly come to the realization that gaia is a waste for me. Real life is actually better. I don't even ******** remember half the people on here. The forums suck, the rally thing sucks, poop. That's all I've ever done here. What was the point of the last four years?
Since May 28th, 2008. I can't even believe how long it's been. God what did I do.. I can't help feeling like I would have been happier if I had never found the internet. Wow regret feels super awesome.
I still like my profile and stuff.. I think they're the only things keeping me here at the moment. The people here kind of suck sometimes. The GD is just chaos and the rally is like "what's the point of grammar?" Sigh.
I think my world just crashed a little bit. I may have always been aware that it was a bad decision to get a gaia account, but I didn't really respect the thought until now. Goddamn.
I don't feel particularly angry or sad for the record. Absolutely no tears or head banging.
Now I think I'll go check out the old account. Who knows, maybe I'll finally delete it.
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