Nice movie, and it has got me listening to jazz on Pandora. It's nice to listen to while I browse the internet. If I'm not doing something else while I listen to it, I feel oddly isolated from it. Does that make sense? I mean like, it kind of swallows me whole if I just sit and listen. If I don't give all of my attention to the music it feels so nice, like it's supporting me as a soft pillow. That sounds stupid. It'd be so nice to play music like that. To entertain and amaze people, or at least to make them feel. I'm not good with people I don't know, and it'd be nice to think that there really is something more to me than my ethnicity.
I don't have anything else to say.
OH YEAH school has been majorly stressing me out. I've been averaging like 6 hours of sleep on the first week alone. Can't wait to see what happens next week! It's like all I can think about or have time for is school. I don't want my high school life to amount to just that.
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