#4. I'm really bad at socializing. Especially on the internet.. It's just like, could I be more awkward? But I don't want to leave. I want friends and all that.
#5. I really need to make it through this school year. I should really be working right now.... I'm a horrible person.
#6. I'm glad I met John Green. How he acted in real life really wasn't surprising though. He's just like he is in his videos, and that I sincerely appreciate. But it was nice seeing him in real life. It helps solidify everything I love about the internet and his books. I'm really glad I told him how much his books meant to me. But I don't know how to feel about it now. I don't think I freaked out as much as I wanted to, so I feel a bit restless now. I still feel like I should have cried or something when I felt my tears welling up inside of me. Otherwise I might burst again from all these pent up feelings.
* I won't make all of these public, in case anybody is reading. The conclusions that contain names I'll make private.
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