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Are emotions really worth it? Are they really worth the...the pain and the heartbreak...and the...the hate and the unwantedness, the neglect and numbness that comes from it, are they worth all the suffering that comes with them? I believe not, but I have them anyways, why am I so unfortunate at times? Is it because I have dome something wrong? Have I been so bad to people that I deserve to be upset??? Nobody deserves that...and nobody deserves neglect, humankind is...very comples, specially the females. Why do we go through these things, why do we go through pain and suffering? Many choose to end their lives, but I am one that will live and embrace my emotions...even though I would rather not, I am going to. I'm sorry for anythign I may have done to anybody in the past to harm them, and I'm sorry if this post worries anybody...and I'm just sorry for everything.