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Well, it's happened. I've been pushed over the edge, and I've had it. Today at work was rotten. Even moreso than usual. But what finally pushed it was the fact that Jonathan was basically a jerk to me today. Even though we had gotten into an argument about his affection issues. Or rather, lack thereof. Today I had an event at the store, which meant heavy tables and lots of cleanup. Not only did he not offer to help me clean up, he just walked off and left me there, as if he expected me to pick up and put away two heavy solid wood tables plus a matching stool. Those bitches are heavy even with two people. He just left. Didn't say goodbye. Didn't offer help. Just said that his mom couldn't take me home, and left. No kiss, no hug, nothing. And I've had it. I told him last night that this was his last chance. Well, he pretty much just blew it. He's got very little time to redeem himself. If he doesn't try to call or get in contact with me, it's over. I'm not going to put up with this feeling of not knowing whether or not he cares. I'm tired of hearing "I love you" and not knowing whether or not he means it.