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I'm crying as I write this and I don't know why. I think somethings wrong with me and that I have issues. I might be skitsophrinic because I do hear and see things. Am I going crazy. Someone help me please!! I'm very afraid of what happens in my dreams. Somethings not right in this world. Something is terribly wrong. I know this because every night there's some guy watching me then I feel the most terrible pain I've ever felt in my life and he starts to snicker at me then I wake up. That means that somethings wrong. But I don't know what. Please help me. Please wake me up from this hellis place we call a world. Please save me from myself. I'm afraid that one day I'm going to do something incredibly stupid to myself and never be able to turn back. I need someone to talk to but...everytime I try to talk to someone...they change the subject or I just can't talk to them. I'm keeping it a secret that I'm insane because I don't want anyone to know. Please help me please...I'm so depressed but I don't know why...please help!!