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I love my life!!! heart

Nothing could be better!


My job is wonderful. I've been officially named the event coordinator at Toys R Us. Basically, I'm a glorified gopher. I do, however, get to coordinate all the stores events and whatnot. Geoffrey has to do whatever I say (for those who don't know it, Jonathan is the one in the Geoffrey suit). MMM....kinky. But anyway, our first store event is going to be an Un-Birthday party. We're going to have cake, drinks, games, dancing. It's going to be a lot of fun. Admittedly, I do have problems for some of my employers, but you have to learn to deal with it.

On another note, things between Jonathan and I are just always getting better. We have had our differences, but I'm not afraid to talk to him like I have been with others. Its easier for me to tell him how I feel and what bothers me than it has been with anyone else I've been with. We just connect so well on so many different levels, it's hard to believe that we haven't met sooner.
About a week ago, we were sitting in the backseat of his car just talking about things. I asked him a few questions, what was your biggest fear, what's one thing you want to do before you die that you haven't done yet. Stuff like that. Well, anyway, he got talking about how he wanted to make it through college and become a robotics engineering. But then he went off when he realized how his life was getting really off track. He never finished college, he became lazier than he once was....things like that. He called it an epiphany, but basically what happened was that I gave him that swift kick in the a** to get himself in gear and finally get back to school and whatnot. I'm scared to death that he's going to change and that he won't be the fun-loving, goofy, wonderful guy I know him to be now. I mean, I do want him to be better off, but I do want him to have time for himself as well as me. I also want him to stay the way he is now...the sweet, loving guy I know him to be, not an overworked goal driven jerk. He can admittedly get like that at work, but I understand that at the job, work comes first, personal life comes second. I love him more than anything, and I don't want to lose him. When he was talking about all this, he ended up breaking down and crying, clinging to me and begging me not to leave him. I promised him I never would, and finally....I finally can promise that to someone and actually be able to say that I can keep it. I truly feel that we will be together forever. We may have our differences at times, but I love him more than anything. And I know that we'll get through anything that comes our way. heart