...And I run
Through the twists and turns of this black cradled sun
The dark halls burning with wax
A dark entity of lethal attack
The shadows dancing around me, Whispering away
The spider approaches my final day...
I wake with warm death still cradling me
My dazed eyes feeling over the world of reality
No more shall I sleep...
No more shall I dream...
Day one...
This is the day I become undone
As I hear a voice calling to me
A hand reaching into my vision
Maybe I was better off before
When I never had to make this decision
Smiles play across false lips
"I love you" Becomes a faux ami
A false friend you are to me
...And I fake a smile to keep time moving
To keep myself from choosing
My mind ablaze with questions
The smoke distorting my eyes
No answers shall come, At least not yet
For a dream of love and pesticide
Your arms reach around me
I've become claustrophobic to your touch
To anything that shall ever come close enough
Words play with my mind
Torment, Agony, All for one to the very end
All to keep someone becoming less than a friend
But there is indeed something I've kept from you
Just like you had built a wall around me
A labyrinth of this never coming sleep
I've finally been awake to reality
...No more dreaming about what I want
Day two...
What just happened to me and you?
I can hardly process anything you say to me
Though I know it's just the same as yesterday
Did you dream without me last night?
Or are you really living like that?
Without me
Your hand doesn't reach for me
Not anymore
I hear laughter on the other side of my cell door
I can't help it, But I can't ask you why
Why you dream of love and pesticide
Perhaps I've just always known
Such a coincidence
As we venture towards the unknown
There's a web at the end of the tunnel
Who will be paralyzed?
And who will be the spider?
Why do you dream of love and pesticide?
Day three...
The world makes no sense to me
I've become legally insane
Every move I make is free of chains
Whispering keeps repeating itself now
My mind is torn up inside
For your dream of love and pesticide
It's like I don't even know you
I can't let you explain yourself
Not right now, Not ever
Perhaps life was never meant for forever
The cruel reality seems only like another nightmare
Of a spider's web and glare
Maybe I'm just dreaming still
When will I ever wake up? When will I...?
But if this is my reality
I no longer want to be here
And so I wait for midnight to find me...
I've been left to remain awake for the rest of my days
For the rest of my days shall I see
But never again to see with my eyes closed
The sky starts turning to black
Why is it that I feel insignificant?
Just a small body watching all of it
A body falling so far
I'm no star
...Midnight
The darkness no longer blinds my sight
Warm death wraps itself around me
But I'm tired of running
Tired of being awake
If only I could sleep forever
My exhausted body collapses
This is the beginning of my nothingness
All thoughts have vanished, All but one
Darkness seems rather...Painless now
Here's to love and pesticide
Without a whisper to the good night
And I wonder...
...Will I dream?
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