I haven't wrote in my journal for a while now heh. Well I've been dealing with my father putting me down and pissing me off from it. Of course my mom ignores it saying it's nothing but ah well can't really choose you're parents now can ya?
I have a job now and that's been going ok so far but it's very stressfull and exhausting for me. Everytime I get home I want to sleep but I always have other things to do. Sometimes I only work a few days during the week and others I don't so I get to relax on those off days.
Lately I've been more depressed than ever since I'm dealing with voices and my nightmares when I usually get a little bit of sleep but not enough. I almost did something over the weekned but out of nowhere my friend comes over stopping me. I just don't seem to matter to anyone really. I'm not important enough to actually matter, I mean no ones really done much for me. I don't even feel like my famliy cares for me anymore since I'm mostly getting in fights with my parents for no reason. I also hate being bipolar since my mood has been switching from depressed to anger cause of what I'm dealing with. I guess I just wish to be saved from this place like a knight in shinning amour lol.
So I wrote all this down to see if I would feel better and once again I don't but I guess it doesn't really matter. So now I leave you for I have to leave for work now. Ja ne
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