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song i wrote....
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The blue skies
And sunsets in the evening
Are all lies
And have no meaning
The sad masks
You plaster on your soul
All for attention
You stupid whore
A game you play
When you think you're broken
And smile at my pain
Because of how I am
Yet you claim
To be exactly like me
The difference between us
Is what you don't see

So go ahead and laugh
I only hope you're happy
About the ruins you made of me
Just f*cking smile
For all I've done wrong
And I'm still the sick one

I want to be alone
But you won't go away
So how am I wrong
When you're laughing at my pain
All your stories
Are all just lies
I'm tired of your sympathy
Of your god damn cries
If you deserve anything
I'd give you pain
Because what you're giving me
Is just the same
If you were broken
Then maybe you'd see
All the differences
Between you and me

So go ahead and laugh
I only hope you're happy
About the ruins you made of me
Just f*cking smile
For all I've done wrong
And I'm still the sick one
So just damned joke
For all the times I cried
You pretending you're the one who died
So go ahead and laugh
For all you've accomplished
I'm still the sick one