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a song.....
so yeah...a song...not a poem....<.< a song...
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I've killed
All there was
And everything's
Still alive
If it could take
The pain away
Then I'll
Never be free

If I could smile
Like I could cry
And live
Like I die
The smiles will drown me
In flames of sorrow

Nothing to live for
Everything to die for
Smiling on the outside
Crying on the inside
Hiding my own heart
From the world beyond this grave
My heart's still beating
But I'm already dead inside

This life
Will be the death of me
I'd fall down screaming
And no one will hear me
The shallow of a pulse
Is enough to leave a wound so deep

Nothing to live for
Everything to die for
This life
Will be the death of me

Smiling on the outside
Crying on the inside
If I could smile
Like I cry
And live
Like I die

Hiding my own heart
From the world beyond this grave
If it could
Take the pain away
Then I'll
Never be free

My heart's still beating
But I'm already dead inside
The shallow of a pulse
Is enough to leave a wound so deep