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what is going through my mind @ this very moment: i'm going on a campus tour @ the end of the month and i'm really scared. my boyfriend likes someone else and when he talks about this person i cringe at the thought that this person may take away the thing in my life that makes me happy and that my boyfriend may actually leave me for that person. stressed crying my friend is depressed. i don't think there's anything i can do about it. i still hate my family and i am doing the nessary steps to get the hell outta my house. sometimes i wish that my life were like a disney movie where instead of the beautiful princess and prince charming fell in love w/each other, that the prince would fall in love w/me, the ugly stepsister. but i know in reality, that's like waiting for hell 2 freeze over. maybe that's why society is so screwed up 2day because of the lessons that these disney films teach us as little kids. we don't see that as little kids, but as we grow older and start 2 realize that this world is so ******** up and that everyone around you who you thought you could trust, stabs you in the back in one way or another. but we still watch those films cause they make us feel good and that we wanna share that good feeling w/our kids (those of us who are old enough 2 have them anyway). anyways, that's what i'm feeling.