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Drama unfolds Dx [lmao Dakota your in this.] |
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Crap! xD
So it all started when Max asked Izzy out. [All in an another school]
I had no idea he was actually talking about another girl in the 'e-mails'. And so I just waited for a response from him before I would've beat the crap out of him. So later on, Angelica had text me telling me that Gabriel had told her and Izzy, that Max wanted to go out with her [Izzy]. Since, I guess Max knows Izzy likes him. And she talked to me, and I told her what Max told me, about liking me and crap. And she had already suspected that- But I had denied it because I didn't what her to know or jump conclusions about that yet. Besides I really doubted his feelings. So I guess I was right about that. So we talked about it, and I told her to wait before she told Izzy how he was 'playing' her. I wanted to see if he would have to balls to talk to me. Which he don't. So Max asked Izzy out, and we still decided to wait. Angelica threatened him about hurting me, but she only 'implied' it. She didn't talk to him about 'me' telling her yet. So he was pretty clueless about it. He still is. Angelica told me she wanted to tell Izzy- because Izzy's parents are under suspicion Max was 'two-timing' her. Which I wonder why they would think such a thing. Tsh. Angelica said she spotted him flirting with other girls, which is no surprise. :/ So after I gave the go-ahead to tell Izzy about it, she was 'pissed' or so Angelica said. She said she'd either punch him in the face [Oh like she'd do that] or bite him [oh wow what's that going to do? What a joke. rofl] He's like, strong, what makes her think she can beat him? Though I would've been seriously amused to see it. I don't know how it went with them because I hung up on Angelica yesterday or the day before, because she was completely ignoring me. So I was really annoyed and just hung up. What the hell do you call me for to ignore me, right?
She didn't call me back- But it really doesn't matter. Though I would've liked to see how it went between them. I'm still waiting for SOME kind of response to that jack-a**. But I had a dream, he called me- and that it was SUPER awkward. Unlike others, I will actually punch Max in the face. Shet >:U What the hell makes him think he could get away with that crap? Is it because he's done it before? It pisses me off so much that 15 year olds think they know how to 'play'. He's too ******** young to even know what games are. He needs to grow the ******** up- and get out and make something of his dumb a** life. It pissed me off so much. Little bitches think they can 'play' someone. What the hell. If I was at South he'd never forget so long as I would be there. I took the bracelets off- because they don't mean s**t to me anymore. I was pissed. A promise I made to him, to be a friend forever, a friend that he would never have again- and he ******** blew it. Whatever, I deserve better then him. He's a piece of crap. Ugh. I can't believe I bought him things. I wish that was money I could've spent on an institution for that dumb a**. I'm just so mad someone used me like that. But what's to expect. He might actually think he 'played' me. Haha, whatta dumb b***h. I didn't believe him from the beginning. Though I wanted to. I can't deny that. Heh...
"We were meant to live for so much more, have we lost ourselves? Somewhere we live inside, inside."
I know alot of the things he told me where fake. Alot of lies, I know when he was lying. Does he honestly think I'm a moron? I knew, I just followed with him, nodding my head- pretending to believe him. So maybe if he was lying about it all, it wouldn't hurt. Which it didn't. Kailee told me when he was lying. She always knows things about that. She knew Raf- or so she told me. Though Max and I didn't really talk about Raf. I think that's why me and Max connected like we did. Because Kailee knew Raf. I think she went out with him before- or had some kind of relationship. Hence, Max's words -"It feels like I've known you for a long time." Though I couldn't comprehend the feeling because I hadn't known 'Kailee' existed. Not yet anyways. But now I know what he meant. :/ Kailee and I know he lied about alot, but she and I know that alot of things he said, he really meant them. Despite the lies. I just wish he'd tell me why he did it. Hmm...I wanted to tell him, that all I ever had told him, was true. I never lied to him. Maybe that was my mistake. Or maybe it needed to be said, to make Max realize 'something'. Kailee told me about Raf-
"He's no good, don't trust him. Or Max."
"But you know how I feel about Max, and we hadn't talked about Raf yet."
"And why do you think he hasn't mentioned it?"
"Maybe it's private."
"Like you and me, would you talk about me?"
"No, I guess not. But I wanted to know about Raf first."
"You know enough. By, just knowing Max. Didn't you see the things Raf made him do?"
"Yeah, but your the same you know."
"Of course, but my intentions aren't the same as Raf."
"What do you have against him anyways."
"Too much."
"Do you want to kill him, Kailee?"
"...."
"Kailee..."
"Sometimes, it's best not to know things- What happened between me and Raf, is over now and only between us. He knew it was me. He wanted me back, for something. And though Max lied to you, I still believe most of his feelings he lied to you about weren't lies. He made himself feel that way. I suppose. Once you speak to him, you'll learn the pain- and realize the truth in those feelings."
"The pain?"
"Yeah."
"Kailee?"
"What?"
"You loved Raf, didn't you?"
"...Smile child. Haha, Ohh...."
"Kailee."
"Bianca."
"We can move on, and it'll be okay. From here on out."
"I know, child, I know."
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[cool a** dreams, first in a long time]
Hmm...
Well moving on.
I had a dream about the 'apocalypse' or whatever the hell xD It was scary! *cries* So I'm at my home though it looked different. And for some reason I was talking to Dakota on the phone. The sky turned black, and purple with cracks in it. Helicopters going everywhere. People screaming, the electricity went out- I was crying Dx I woke up during half of it, it just was creepy! Though it was only me and my grandma. We had to shut the windows, the sky was creepy. I was just on the phone- and then magically- peter pan came into the story! Or something like that.
But it was so pretty though OwO
The roof broke open a ship came in [or something that was taking people somewhere], glittering lights- cloudy mist with sparkles all around me, and these people were floating, and being kidnapped. They grabbed me, and I started screaming and I dropped the phone and I was screaming, lmao. I got kidnapped. !!
O:
'I'm so scared."
"You know, I honestly believe your scared, but as for me, I've got to mate, mate, mate, mate >:3"
"BARK BARK BARK"
"WHAT THE F*** IS THAT!?!?"
"I have a confession ;___;"
"OMG what are we going to do?!?"
"I'm mad at my mom."
"What? O__e?"
"It's the end of the world!!"
"OMFG. We must re-populate!"
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That wasn't it! Before that, I had a dream linked to this. It was so bad a**, and Dakota was there, like we were both the main characters. x3
So there was this scroll, and some pendent of some kind, that we had found, Or Dakota found and he showed me. It had things to do with, 'Soul Stealing' 'Dream Making' with "Shinigami's" :] So it's like, we're not suppose to let the pendent turn black twice or something will take our souls. And we're suppose to use it for our own use. Like, wishing or whatever. But it changes colors. RAINBOWS!!! @w@
We were like in a bathroom and something, and we couldn't tell anyone about. We were the only ones who had it. I was freaked out, but we couldn't put it back. And then that's when Dakota went home, and I called him on my cell phone- then the whole thing started.
It was really cool, and pretty. Really vivid. <3
So cool. Lmao, can't believe Dakota popped up un-noticed in here. rofl.
Sweet Dream.
:]]
PEACE.
 Pain-Killer 4 Dead Angels · Wed Sep 03, 2008 @ 07:05am · 0 Comments |
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