Now I believe that lovers should be draped in flowers, And laid entwined together on a bed of clover, And left there to sleep, Left there to dream of their happiness.
Friends and Relationships:
Well the potentialness of Alonso is completely off the list. I do believe what Victor says when he tells me Alonso talks shxt. I really do, but the only reason I doubted him was because I could feel that Alonso was genuinely feeling for me-- despite what he was saying. I know he likes me, I know he can't stop caring for me...but he'll have to live with the fact that it's something he can't touch. He is simply not good enough. Do I still trust him ? Hell no. But I still feel butterflies when I hug him, I still smile when his scent brushes my lips, and what was once an embrace is now a memory of a lie. A lie, that was beautiful.
I know Lorenzio's been going through some things. I could make more of an effort to be there for him. I really could-- if he'd give me more of an open door. I'ma make more attempts and efforts to let him know I'm solid when it comes to my promise. I love you turtle ! D:
And Jay and I should spend more time together. That's my fault really.
As for the potentialness with Victor, I'm going to have to say I really don't feel it. I'm going to have to tell him to. I can't lie to him. But he's my buddy, and he means so much to me. He really really does. We've been through so much already xD
I just want to keep being there for him. Help him through whatever I can and make my best efforts. He deserves it.
As for Anthony.............well we're going to the fair together. Yeah I personally invited him ;P only because it would be a perfect opportunity to make a good memory and get to know him more. So far we are on good levels. We have more in common than material things. We think a lot alike on where it counts-- such as levels on what we think of life and people. And omgomgomg he likes me :'o
I totally think he's sexyy even if he denies it. Just the way he acts and smiles...idkdidkdkdkd -shot-
School:
New schedule was cool. Mr.Mike is badass. total preacher but whatever! Get to know these new peeps. I need to get closer to Tim ! that hawt guy. like omg. xD
And paula. i would like to know her. shes so emo lol <3
I hope i get to know more peoples.
I also talk to this one girl Sheena, and she's pretty spiffy.
we kick it and stoof.
so far I have A's.
I love Miss mister....LOL. but she really is cool. . . for now. xD
andddddd thats all the new classes. x3
Other s**t:
Can't believe Anthony wants to be there when I get my back tattooed! T - T
that means soooooooo much to me. <3
i hope the fair's going to be fun.
All the lights. The screaming. The memories <3
tomorrow's predictions:
Anthony-ness for sure. Things you should watch out for.
And subtle intentions.
There is excitement for new things to come and innovative ways to express
your intelligence motivates you.
All your other friends~ something angry here perhaps ? but nothing you can't laugh off.
It will be an easy going day.
Not really any emotions that bother you. From start to finish it's very accomplishing.
Really chill day. I do predict homework stare
:D
 Pain-Killer 4 Dead Angels · Mon Oct 26, 2009 @ 05:51am · 0 Comments |
