I bet you didn't think of anyone else but you. I hate that, I so ******** hate that. Now because of you-- he's acting uncomfortable. Why can't you just get over it? It's us, not you.
Man, I need to talk and straighten it out with that fool. It's not okay-- especially that fact that it was our personal business. What the ******** does any of what goes on between me and him have to do with you ? He just can't get over the fact that I didn't say 'no.' But he doesn't need to know that-- I hadn't. It's only between me and him. Which I will speak to him tomorrow as well, make sure that he knows everything will be fine and we can work this out.
If he can't accept that I would be happier-- then he can suck it with a twisty straw. I have to set it straight. I'm not okay with feeling like this, and if there is one thing I've learned through out my life it's that it has to be confronted. And I most definitely will. First thing tomorrow.
Damn. I just hope he's okay . . . You know that I feel for you-- but don't break down on me, I still want to be there.
And if it's a game to you both then I'm out. I'm not a prize to win. Bitches. Damn I'm gonna have to put some mofos back in line tomorrow. >:[
Today just sucked really. The morning was depressing because Zee was acting like a b***h, but I know why. It just kinda brought down my mood. So I just went along with it and made sure he made it through the day.
Everything else fell apart from there.
-sigh- But tomorrow is another day and I'm looking forward to things clearing up.
; ____________ ; hopefully they will.
Predictions:
-- you lay down the law gurl ! but make sure it's understanding -- there is tension between you and blahblah but it's nothing to worry of. -- finally get to the ground of it, and it makes you both happy. But it's just you two. the way it should be. -- Some things here and there that can be bad, but you also have strong highlights of the day to. -- tomorrow will be short but sweet, with important things to keep track of. -- if you believe you will pull through you surely will. -- Don't doubt yourself, and don't let anything come in the way of what you need to do.
Pain-Killer 4 Dead Angels · Fri Sep 25, 2009 @ 01:12am · 0 Comments |