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GAHHH. THAT. ********. TEST.

I HATE IT.

I seriously, seriously do.

I'm so angry, I don't even know how to convey how frustrated I am. I didn't finish the god damn essay. It was easy as ******** and I DIDN'T finish the ******** thing! GAHH. [insert string of expletives here]

15 seconds.

All I needed was 15 more seconds and I would have finished the piece of s**t. My ability to keep track of time is incredibly bad and it's gotten worse. It also doesn't help that I'm used to having anywhere between 45 to 90 minutes to write an essay. So a 25 minute essay is just WRONG.

I saw that we had 5 minutes left. So I figured I'd explain one more point and then wrap it up with an insightful conclusion.

Well, being the stupid loser who can't keep track I am, I spent those 5 minutes on my final point. I was in the middle of the last sentence in the paragraph when I heard, "Pencils down." I was like, "******** NO. I NEED TO FINISH THIS GOD DAMN SENTENCE AND THEN WRITE ONE MORE. GOD ******** DAMMIT!"

And considering that was the first section of the SATs, I was in a sour mood for the last 9 sections. Hopefully my bad attitude didn't make my scores suck too much. And hopefully not putting in a conclusion didn't downgrade the essay too much. If my scores suffer because of that tremendously, I'm not going to be a happy camper.

I'm absolutely taking those ******** vile, disgusting, revolting tests again. I may also take the SAT II for writing or English or history or something. Or the ACT. Over the summer after I get my SAT scores back, I'll contact La Trobe and ask them stuff about.