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Alrighty! *Cracks knuckles*
I'm finally getting around to making my second journal entry, even though I don't think anyone cares. stare
Ah well, what am I gonna do about it?
This journal entry will include my interests, hobbies, family, friends, school, bla bla bla. All that personal stuff.
I won't post anything stupid like where I live (Exactly) and what my full 24 hr schedule is, that's just dumb.
Alright, first up..........What I Like and Who I Am!
I'm a very spontaneous person who loves to make people laugh. I'm also very obnoxious and sometimes very annoying. I often have Foot-In-Mouth syndrome and I often say stupid things because I just can't get the right words out. I love to hang out with people, but I also don't mind having some alone time. If I'm sick for more than two days from school, I become extremely bored and sad if I don't have social interactment with people outside of my family.
I live with just my mom and dad, but I do have a half-brother who is 31 and has started his own family. We visit him about every week. He has a step-son and a 1 year old little girl of his own. I love my family, though that does not necessarily mean I like all of them. I'm often annoyed with my mother, but only because I'm usually around her most of my time. My father works late into the night at a gravel crushing company and usually gets home around midnight or so.
If I'm not at home or school, I'm at my grandparents. Because of my family's work schedule, I have to go to my grandparents after school most days of the week. Now, my grandpa, I love very much, and I don't mind talking with him. It's my grandma that I really can't stand. I believe she is schizophrenic, though she has never been diagnosed with it. She often talks to herself, and she does it in the way as if she were talking to another person standing in front of her. I really don't like to be around her, but I grin and bear it.
I also go over to my friend's house often. She does online classes as of now, so I don't usually see her anymore, but we often keep in touch. We message each other over Gaia and call each other.
I have only one best friend in the whole world, the one stated above. I can really connect with her and we usually don't keep secrets with each other. I have many friends, but I can only feel entirely at ease with her. It's amazing we're even really good friends, our lifestyles are completely different, and many of our values differ. She was raised Mormon and I was raised without a dominant religion. I won't go into all of her values or anything like that, I dont think she would like that.
I also have many other friends, but I just don't click with them as much. One friend I've had since before Kindergarten. She's extremely quiet and does a few strange things, but we're still friends. The only problem I have with her is that she lets people walk all over her.
Another friend I have is also Mormon, really quiet as well, and doesn't really stick out in the crowd.
Other friends I have are much more popular and outspoken then the others.
As far as how popular I am in school, I would say that I am sort of in the upper-middle class of popularity. I couldn't just go to any boy and ask them out and they would say yes, but a lot of people like to and want to talk to me. I could start a conversation with anyone and they would stick around and talk with me.
I'm not the prettiest girl in the school, I'm a little bigger than the rest of the kids on the block, so I make up for that by my personality. I'm completely crazy and I'm not afraid to stand up to ANYONE! Even teachers. I push and shove my way through people to make a stand. Years ago, I was veyr unpopular, no one liked me. And that was because I was shy and never talked to anyone.
Around 6th grade, I took a step up and realized I would, could, never be popular if I stayed the way I was. So I upped my attitude and became more obnoxious and outspoken. My personality did a complete 180 and I became who I am today. (This is almost starting to sound like some life training program whee )
I clearly voice my opinion and I'm not afraid to say what I think, which sometimes is my downfall.
I would probably be more popular if I dropped my current friends, but I almost feel a sense of responsibility or obligation to stay with them. To tell the truth, my friends are extremely unpopular. Many people don't even remember or know their name, and I go to a small school. There are only 80-90 kids in my grade. I stick with them because they really don't have many friends, they're the outcasts, really. I guess I stay with them because of my influence over them. That may sound like I'm dominating over them, which I actually am, but I use that influence to try to make them stand out more. I dont make them do things they dont want to do. I use my influence to make them more outspoken.
My really close friend has actually accepted that influence, and she does many things that I do that she would never have done if we had never met. Another of my friends does every now and then, but not near as much as my other friend.
I just want them to stand up for themselves more than they do now, but it isn't doing so hot. You couldn't imagine how often I've thought about not sitting with them at lunch. Without my really good friend going to school anymore, she's taking online classes, I don't have much reason to sit there. I can't leave, but I don't want to stay. That may sound harsh, but you look me straight in the face and tell me you haven't EVER EVER thought of not talking to one of your friends or just thought of not hanging out with them anymore.
But I stay, and I guess that's that. But I don't think I actually could stay with them forever, I just can't see it.
Now onto a lighter subject! (Now that I've gotten you all depressed)
I don't have a boyfriend as of now, but I have a strong feeling one boy really likes me, and it just so happens I have strong feelings for him. RAWR. He's funny, gentle, kind, sometimes brash, and he always makes me laugh. He's sort of like me, but not as crazy. He also likes the way I act and all the little actions and comments I make. He's just an all around nice guy who I really like.
Now that that's outta the way, what now? Hmmmmmmmmmmn. confused
Ahhhhh stare
I live in Idaho, go to a small school. Live in the country. Most of my family consists of old people. Talked about friends, school, family.................Hmmmmn.
I guess that's it..................All of my interest are on in the Interests panel on my profile.
But I guess I could sum it all up.
I LOVE anime (Duh) and I love to watch action and fantasy movies such as Live Free or Die Hard (My favorite movie that's not anime), movies with people like Jet Li, Jason Stathom, Jackie Chan. I love funny movies. Shoot Em' Up was hilarious too! I don't mind watching scary or gory movies, but I generally avoid ones like the Grudge and The Ring.
I love all types of anime except the luvvy-duvvy ones (The name for the genre escapes me), the romance movies, I guess.
For books, its about the same, though I typically choose fantasy novels or series.
I love video games that are fighting, shooters, RPG's, JRPG's, fantasy, and some scary ones. I usually pick games like Halo, Call of Duty, Soulcalibur, Dead or Alive, Fable, Guitar Hero, Dance Dance Revolution, Zelda, and a few others like that.
I own Xbox, Xbox 360, GameCube, GameBoy Advance SP, Nintendo 64, SNES, NES, and computer. I was raised with Nintendo and I received Xbox for my birthday. Xbox, to me, has the best games, but Playstation has many nice series, Persona, Final Fantasy, Metal Gear Solid, Okami (Until the Wii got it) and lots of Japanese games that are good.
I don't like Playstation simply because PS3 has no backwards compatibility with PS1 and PS2 games. I've thought about getting a PS2, but haven't really gone berserk with it.
I love Nintendo, absolutely HATE the Wii. Its for damn OLD people and little kids. It's just not hardcore enough for me. The ONLY games I would buy it for would be Super Smash Brothers Brawl, Okami, and Twilight Princess (But it's acutally better on the GameCube. THe traditional controller works better) Other than that, SCREW THE Wii!
I think that's it!
*Next Journal Entry*
Most Likely a Story I "Finished"
A Story I'm Working On
 Heruuna · Mon Apr 28, 2008 @ 02:32am · 0 Comments |
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