So can anyone help me? I'm worried...for some reason all I can think about is Kirk leaving me. No matter how much he says he loves me and won't leave me I'm scared...I feel I keep ******** up. I'm trying not to bug him cause that will make it even worse...but I dunno. I keep telling myself he loves me, we're meant to be and all that jazz but nothing helps...I keep worrying...cause that is what I do I guess.
So ya..how do I stop myself from being a freaking idiot and worrying over nothing? I hate being depressed...actually yesturday I got my new medication from my doctor..I need it and I should be taking it right now but I'm waiting until after the march break..since Kirk and I are going away for a couple days and I don't want to be all tired and weird and having side effects and such..I want that day to go very well so I want nothing out of the ordinary...is that a bad thing? Should I be taking the meds now? Think that would help with the worrying?
 Tama is in my Soul · Thu Mar 06, 2008 @ 10:17pm · 0 Comments |
