Ok so a lot has happened since my last drama updates (as I like to call them). So I fully found out why I was freaking out about Kirk leaving me – anxiety – da >.> I have anxiety problems (I always have) but I guess they got really bad in the past couple weeks. Now my anxiety has gone way down and guess what? I know Kirk won’t leave me so that’s all good. So basically I’m in a way better mental place.
Recently I started on some new medication so that may be why I’m doing so much better. The only down side to the medication so far has been the tiredness. I’m like yawning 24/7 but I get good sleep so I can only really blame it on the pills.
Another reason I am happier is cause I have less stress. I also recently dropped a class. So I have spare, class, lunch, spare, class. I’m not technically a part time student since I have band after school on Thursdays. I know it’s sad to be stressed out with only 3 classes but for some reason I’m still burnt out from last year (year from HELL!) so I guess that’s why I can’t handle it anymore. Life is MUCH better after dropped it and I’m still gradating high school AND getting into university ^o^ SO muha!
Really the only bad thing is Kirk and night crew but I’ve decided that no matter what my a** is sticking with him…it’s just hard dealing with not seeing him all the time…like once a week…but I’m gonna deal. I may see him more now with my double lunch but we’ll see. I’ll love him till the day I die. I swear he’s my soul mate – yay I are lucky to have found him! lol
 Tama is in my Soul · Thu Mar 27, 2008 @ 09:58pm · 0 Comments |
