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As Laury sat down on her bed with just her shirt and her underwear on, she smiled a little bit and held close the bouquet of roses that her current boyfriend had given her. Her mind wandered time and time again over the event that had happened and how it had happened, playing the words he had said to her and the things they had done together. She had been blushing the entire time she was home that afternoon just for the thought of something like that happening to her once more. A yawn escaped from her lips and she layed down on the bed, holding the roses close still as if they were tiny stuffed animals that needed to be treated with much care.

Her dream had interested her quite a lot because it was about the days previous events. There she was smiling at the festival of love and sure enough there he was, holding her close and looking deep into her eyes with a soft and calm smile on his face. She looked into his eyes calmly then slowly went up a little bit, getting onto her toes and kissing his cheek which made him blush a little bit, he had no idea that she would do something like that. He looked down at her when she rested her head on his chest again back on her feet normally then he stroked her face softly and waited for what was to come next. When they finally got onto the ride they wanted, the tunnel of love as cheesy as it was, they sat side by side smiling and looking at eachother the entire time. She rested her head on his chest again and he put his arms around her, eventually kissing her cheek which led to a real kiss as they actually got out of the tunnel, both of them blushing upon the crowd's dreamy "awwww" towards them.

As they walked away from the ride, they held hands and looked at the sun which was setting, both of their faces as red as could be. Her boyfriend told her to wait a moment where she was then he sat her down and began to run towards a certain booth a ways away from her, smiling merrily which caused her to question what was going on. She rested her head on her hands then closed her eyes when he yelled it at her through the crowd, now knowing that there was a surprise for her, what it was she was uncertain but she knew it was something. He held her hand then kissed her cheek and sat down beside her, telling her it was ok then to open her eyes and handing her a bouquet of roses when she opened them. She blushed a little bit more then she kissed his cheek and smiled in a gleeful way "Thank you so much!" she had just about screamed before he nodded. The rest of the afternoon they rode on the feriss wheel, getting "accidentally" stuck at the top to watch the sun set together.

She was startled when her mother walked in shaking her hard and screaming her name "LYDIA!!! LYDIA WAKE UP QUICKLY!!!" she screamed loudly in her ear. Lydia woke with a start then she wiped her eyes "What is it mother...I was having the sweetest dream." she said in a romantic tone of voice, there should have been hearts in her eyes. Her mother looked at her sadly then she handed Lydia a coat and sighed "Come with me, we have to get to the hospital fast!" she said in a panicked tone of voice. Lydia knew her mother meant business so she put on her coat and some night pants quickly and she went into the car with her mother who drove them on the icy roads towards the hospital.

After a short while they were there and waited in the waiting room before a doctor called Lydia's name. She stood up and nodded "That's me." she said in a sad voice, she could tell by the way that the doctor wasn't looking her in the eyes that something bad had happened "Come with me." he said before he began to lead her towards a single room. He opened the door then allowed her to walk in, closing the door just behind her before he shook his head and walked away leaving her alone. She walked up to the bed in the dimly lit room then as she got there she gasped and jumped back "No....no...no...i-it...it can't be...i-it's not." she whispered as her eyes watered. There, just before her, lay her boyfriend's tattered and bleeding body. His eyes were shut and bruised up badly, his entire body was bloody and he was hooked up to machines. She took another step back then fell back into a chair and put her face into her hands, letting out sobs of sorrow "Damian!" she screamed sadly. When she said his name, he opened his eyes then let out a pained moan which caused her to look up at him, he was still alive!

She wiped away the tears then quickly walked over to him, smiling hopefully then kissing his cheek as softly as she could, some of his blood getting onto her "Damian! I'm so worried about you! W-what happened. I-I mean...you were f-fine before!" she said in a shaky voice, her strain was obvious. He looked at her sadly then weakly lifted one arm up to stroke her face before he closed his eyes again and his arm fell down, his heart moniter no longer beeping regularly, now just a long monitone beep. The doctors rushed in forcing her out and to the waiting room again where she met up with Damian's parents who looked at her sadly, his mother crying into his father's chest and his father holding her tight, they all knew the reality of what was going on. Damian's father looked down at the ground then let out a sad sigh "He was driving home with his friends...like he always does when he goes out. But...this was different. He...got into an accident with another driver...he was drunk." this was all his father could manage to get out before his own tears began to flood down his cheeks.

Lydia nodded in understanding then she began to run out of the hospital. Rain began to pour down on her as she ran home crying, thinking of the day she'd just had with him. She loved him, she knew she did, but he'd died. He always said that he would be there for her, but today he wasn't. Today, he had left her for all of eternity and would never be back, today he had gone away forever. Today, he had broken his promise. In her mind this was all God's fault, if God was so forgiving and wanted everybody on Earth happy then why had he taken her life, why had he taken her only reason since the sixth grade to live? Did he want her dead as well? She wouldn't know until the future.

She got lost in her thoughts and was home before she knew what to do. Immediately, she ripped the front door open and ran into the house going to the knife drawer and pulling out a sharp knife with ridges on it, something that could rip at her skin and cause her more pain to forget. She wanted to forget Damian, the heartbreak, and anything she had thought possibly from being with him in the future. She began to slice into her skin, blood gushing out and causing her to calm down a little bit, it felt so good but it couldn't take this away. Her heart was broken and it was unreplacable. She looked up from the ground and her eyes grew wide, more tears going down, it was Damian who appeared before her. He looked at her sadly with no injuries before he stroked her cheek, he was so cold. He shook his head then hugged her and kissed her on the lips gently "I'll always be watching over you." he whispered to her before he began to dissapear turning into nothing, it was his ghost then. She stood up and grabbed some gauze from her medicine drawer, wrapping her arm tightly to stop the bleeding before she headed to her room again with the roses. She grabbed onto them tightly and layed on her bed, to dream of him forevermore.