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Today was one of the worst days of my life so far. Not only did I completely lose it this morning in the cafeteria when everyone gave me hugs and everyone was incredibly supportive, but I lost it on the way to classes when I was alone. I almost lost it in my English class when I realized I hadn't heard my English teacher properly when she said our outline for our research paper due today had to be 2 pages long (mine was half of one page of course) and I decided I didn't really care at all. So I shoved it in my backpack, sat down in a slump, and put my head on the desk until we started watching Fahrenheit 451.

I felt like an outcast in my American Studies class, because I always do due to knowing no one and feeling out of place for no specifically definable reason, so I listened to my iPod after our incredibly easy vocabulary test and continued writing a story I've started putting my mind to.

Michelle and Breanna then took me out for ice cream at Freez King.

And I got back about an hour or so ago from a school football game. We lost, but I got to hang out with April, Breanna, Michelle, Jocey, and Nick a lot. And I saw the band's show for this year and afterwards I hung out with Hope and Tegan. And they asked how I was and once I said I was okay, we joked around.

I'm just really happy that everyone was so concerned and supportive today.

Hope even made me a card and decided that she and Kiri are kidnapping me on Sunday to take me bowling to make me feel better.