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So. I've decided to restart my journal over again. I wasn't really doing much with it so i decided it would be a good idea to put some use into it. And also to vent to people don't actually see me everyday or will get mad at me for the things I say. I used to have this journal that i would write it. I would carry it around everywhere with me. But i had it when i was going out with my ex and I decided to give it to him after he broke up with me. I don't want to read about the time I've had with him it would just make me sad. I'm not going to start from the beginning or anything and tell you who everyone in my life is, unless they're really important. I think you'll get used to it after awhile..

So. Yesterday was a fun day. I woke up at my sisters apartment. Her soon-to-be-husband Jimmy made us all french toast which was pretty good except for the fact that it was cold. After breakfast I played with their son Logan and got a ride home from Jimmy's brother. At home I decided to watch Warped Tour then go outside and draw. I kinda want to set up a clothing store. It think it would be an awesome money maker. I love drawing T-shirt designs. I drew this one with fishes on it. It was pretty trippy. Afterwards i went to the store with Stacy, my kinda sister. We were walking around Wal-Mart and then she started looking at pregnancy tests. She told my not to tell mom so i said i wouldn't. That's crazy though. She is older than me and everything she 21, but i didn't think she was having sex. I know it's hard to understand but she's just someone you couldn't see doing that. She bought me some lunch, fried chicken strips. When we ate them at home it hurt my teeth. They felt sensitive for some reason, I hope i don't have a cavity from eating all that ice-cream last week. I went outside and chilled with my mother, her girlfriend/partner (who i've known my whole life), and Stacy (her daughter). Around 4:30 i left and headed home to Pittsfield. The drive was actually really nice.
When i got home i told Carrie (my step-mother) that i wanted to go to the concert in NYC with Rachael. She told me that i had to watch my little brother on Thursday and that Katie had to work. I went and talked to Katie (my step sister), she said she didn't have to work. But that she didn't want to watch Mitchel. That pissed me off. I never go out and do that kind of thing and now i couldn't just because my ******** sister didn't want to watch our brother. I called Rachael and told her the bad news. She said that it sucked but she understood. We decided to hangout so i drove over to her house. I met her outside and we started walking to Bagels Too. We walked down Brown Street. I was hoping i would see Dennis (the guy in "involved" with). I knew i wouldn't though i did see his friends. I only know one of their names and the others I always forget hah, i feel bad. They're cool people. Rachael is really shy sometimes and she just stood there next to me as I said a quick hello. She thinks that those guys were shady or something but in reality she's just shy and is not used to hanging out with a party crowd. We ate some free food at Bagels Too because Rachael works there and gets whatever she wants when her boss isn't there. Her friend Kalie was working there when we went. She was the one that was going to drive us there. Well i thought she was going to drive us but i guess she was going to drive us to the train station which was going to be expansive. SO i guess it's a good thing i couldn't go because i need to save up my money. We walked back to her house and i left soon after to hangout with my friend Ben Bernier. First i stopped back at my house. There i asked Kate to let me on the computer in a little bit. I was just sitting there and Ben called me. He told me that we could go hangout with his buddy Josh at his apartment. After i got off the phone Katie started with her annoying questions that i can't stand.

Katie: Who was that?
Me: Ben
Katie: WHat are you guys doing?
Me: Hanging out
Katie: Where are you going?
Me: I don't know, out.

It just annoys me. She does it all of the time. So i left the house and picked Ben up at William Street Plaza. I then picked up Bill at his house. We headed over to Josh's. There i took my clipboard and paper and drew a little more. The guys there were pretty chill and up-beat people. I looked at my phone and saw that Dennis had called me. It made me happy he called but i was hoping he didn't call just to get something from me. I called him back and he said he just called to see what i was up to which made me feel better. I told him that he didn't call me on Saturday like he said he was going to and he told me that he was to messed up that day. Then i gave the phone to Bill because he said he wanted to talk to him. That was practically that day. Today i have to watch Mitchell. It sucks. He really gets on my nerves. It really sucks because my step sister doesn't have to help me at all and she really doesn't. It pissed me off. And i'm not getting paid for this or anything. I don't know, i just think it sucks. He is such a spoiled brat.