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I had a dream about Ben this morning. I was at his house i think. Or in his car for some reason and we were just hanging out a little bit and he kissed me. It never seems weird when this happens in dreams with him. It makes me sad when i wake-up. I really miss him after a dream like that. It just makes everything difficult. I wonder if i'm still a little depressed. I don't think being depressed is just crying all the time. I hung out with Devon, Zack, and Nate yesterday. It was fun. We went to go see the new Die Hard movie and Ben B. came with us. After the movie we dropped Ben b. off at his house and went to Nate's. There we played video games and guitar. Ben B. texted me asked me to sleep over his house. I told him i didn't want to but he wouldn't leave me alone about it. I hope he didn't just want to hook up with me. That would suck. I've been wondering lately if me and Dennis are going out. I wish sometimes he would be more affectionate with me. I have to work today 3 - 6 and i'm really excited about it. I need more time in. I don't owe my step mother any money for anything and it's awesome. It's a gift for having a god report card i guess. And it's an awesome gift. heart
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