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Life is hard, I’m strong
The decisions I have made, maybe were wrong
The mistakes I did, I don’t even regret
I have learned something from all that

Why do I laugh, when I actually want to cry?
Why am I still living, when I wished to die ?
Why have I changed, so much till now?
Those pains have come all in one row

I promised myself I wont cry anymore
I promised myself I will go threw this torture
I promised myself I wont go down
I taught myself that life goes on

I promised myself, I will try to forget the past
But please just believe me, its a feeling that forever lasts
Whatever happens, I wont really care
Whenever it happens, I wont even cry

I live the life, like tomorrow I will die.