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To whoever created life on earth...
You can be cruel at times. Maybe not to me but too many people in this world. The fact that you can create and take a life both frightens and amazes me. I respect your power but when I witness it in the form of my friends, I hate you more than anything else on earth. I understood that life is a cycle and that it comes to an end. I accepted that eventually everyone dies. I thought I was prepared. But whoever you are… I’m not prepared after all. I thought that if I died one day, it would be because it was my time and I didn’t think about it long. But whoever you are, you’ve recently given a dear friend of mine approximately 2 years to live. This news has broken thoughts from chains that were meant to keep them away! I keep thinking, soon I’ll lose someone important. But he’s seems so nonchalant about it all! He just smiles and jokes like it’s nothing serious. Perhaps he sees something I can’t. I promised I wouldn’t pity him, but… I can’t help but apologize for a fate that isn’t mine. Subconsciously, I guess I always believed that the people I’ve become attached too were invincible. They couldn’t be hurt and I wouldn’t lose them. I never once thought that you could easily take their lives without so much as a second thought to how many people you would hurt. I hate you so much that it feels like my heart could just burst! To whoever created life on earth, I hate you with a passion… but won’t I just love you again like before?
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