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As a child, I lived in L.A. till I was 5. During that time, everyday after pre-school I always went home to watch my favorite shows. You can't really blame me for loving Power Rangers and Digimon, I mean COME ON! I was a slurring toddler! I'm probably not the only one! Anyway, I absolutely loved Digimon. Especially Matt! Now that's tottaly understanable for a kid to have a crush on a cartoon character. At the time, there was nothing wrong with it so I thought nothing of it. It's when I started to like other anime guys too that I became suspicious. I was always aware that there was something wrong with me. I just never thought it would be something as serious as "Otaku." A japanese slang used to describe die hard fans. You know how there are those group sessions for addicts of different sorts, why not one for otakus. I mean, can you imagine that.

Counselor: Next, we have a person who likes anime guys. Let's give a supportive hand to Day-ver-elly?
Me: Daverielle.
Counselor: Yes. Daverielle.
Me: *stands and sighs* Hello, my name is Daverielle and I'm an Otaku.
Group: Hello Daverielle.
Me: My obsession is with anime guys. It wasn't until I was 9 that I became aware of this obsession.
Random Person: What happened?
Me: *clenches fist* Inuyasha.
Group: *gasp*
Me: The very first time I saw it, I automatically fell for Inuyasha. But then Sesshomaru came into my life and...I just...couldn't help myself...
Counselor: It's alright. Thats why we're here. To help you get over these obsessions.
Me: It gets worse...
Random Person: What?!
Me: For every anime I have watched, there were at least two guys that I found attractive.
Group: *gasp*
Random Person: I don't know how much more of this I can take!
Random Person: Oh God!
Random Person: *sob* Mommy make it stop!
Group: *everyone runs out crying and screaming bloody murder*
Me: Wait! Weren't you suppose to help me?!
Group: *ignores me*
Me: ...Sadness, Depression, Die...

Yes it's true. For every anime I watch, there are at least 2 attractive guys. And everytime the story incorpporates a love story for them, I mentally imagine the girl somewhere else. I swear, every anime just feels the need to piss me off by giving every single guy a girl! Like my current favorite anime: Air Gear. I absolutely heart LOVE heart Agito/Akito/Lind 4laugh , but no don't think about me crying ! Go ahead and let that skanky Nakayama be the one he ends up with! scream I hope she dies! scream *sigh* This is where I get weird. I love writing fanfics so I make my own characters and basically push those other girls out of the way! twisted Yes, I win! Unfortunately, that doesn't help me in anyway and thus proves I have a problem...Sadness, Depression, Die...