i wanted to kill myself because no one cared about me and i kno all my friends hate me. i want to be with my grandmother forever but one person convinced me that dyinng isnt the best way to go instead to forget about death an move on but someday im gonna die and be with my grandmother forever. i dont kno thats gonna happen but it will i am gonna make sure it happens. for now i will lay in bed and recover from the loss of a large amount of blood. i have my family to hep through out my journey and a good friend who helped me get through the death i tried to commit to myself all i have to say to u is "thankk u for so much that u did for me".