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i live in fear of what might happen. i live in fear because i fear that i will lose the ones close by and never see them again, in fear of what danger will come tomorrow in fer of what might happen right now. life is like a rollercoaster but one that will never end. ive lost my loved one but i dont want to lose anymore then i have. i miss them too much and i love them too much to give them up so easily i hate living my life in fear people think they know me so well when the truth is that they dont kno me at all. i hope that my frine ds will understand me for who i really am and not what i seem to be.