Well everyone, i am bored but talking to some friends of mine. I was going through some of my stuff and i find all my ticket stubs that my ex-best friend Melissa and i would see when she and i would go to the movies almost every weekend. Man it was really fun going to the mall with less then $20.00, and going to Hot Topic and buying little things and then see how much money we have left to go to the movies. We went to the movies and we both bought popcorn (large) and a soda for her and me. Then at the end of the movie, before we would get picked up, we had like $2.00 left or so. there was so many ticket stubs it was funny as hell to see all the movies we went to go see. I mean the time she and i would have together was awesome. we would always hang out, and we would both apply for a job if one of us sees a place hiring. But we would got one at a time so they won't get any ideas. But yea, she and i would always be together. i would stay at her house and she would stay at mine. There was one time when she staied at my house, she was on top of me, and i was telling her to get off me. But i we were laughing so much i kinda threw her off and she slid off me and she did a flip (by accident) and she landed like the white outline they show in movies. The one where the dead body use to be. and she stayed like that for a few min. she and i were laughing so much that it hurt. Man it was so funny the way she fell on the floor. i can sill see the image of her falling off me and landing the way she did. Yea...i always had fun with her. even if i was pissed off or sad she found a way to cheer me up and make me laugh again. That was what i really liked about her. Now that she and i are not talking it really kills me inside. She and i were like sisters to each other. You know thinking back on how she and i would be together, it really makes me think about the way i treated her. Don't get me wrong, i wasn't mean to her in any way. Yea she and i argued, but we got over it and went back to being the way we were. Still i think i should of reacted a little different to some situations. i would really like to get together with her and talk about why she stoped talking to me. Maybe if we did talk about it, things will be a little different. I really miss her and i want to be friends with her again. It is really different not being with her and talking to her. I really do miss her. just thinking about it makes me cry. Well i guess i better go now. If i keep talking anymore about this...i will depress myself. and i don't feel like being depressed right now.
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