Holy crap! it's been so long since i've written in here. Well i guess no one even reads what i say anyways, lol sweatdrop Anyways, Things have been shitty for me recently. im not really gonna go into details, but i don't really wanna move into a 4th house. So i put some applications at some places yesterday. I should be sleeping, but it's been a while since i posted here and on myspace. Eh a simple copy and paste should do it, lol. I'm not sleepy, but im lazy, lol. Anyways, i am hoping someone will call me because i need to really help out with the bills at home. it's not easy for 2 of my family members pay $650.00 for the rent. Well....moving on, lol. I'm currently listening to Nana Kitade. I came across her while i was listening to the radio on aol. They have japanese rock/pop station, lol. I found it when i was in school 7 months ago. so that station kept me sane because my mp3 ran out of battery, lol. So that station was always helping me through the work i was given. Hey if you like japanese music, you don't mind listening to it while you do your work, lol. i know i don't mind it. i even listen to it while i clean up my room, lol. Well My thanksgiving went pretty good. i got to see two of my friends that live in San Antonio. One of them is a member of gaia online. some of my friends know who she is. As for my other friend, he is my best friend in high school. that's is until he moved to San Antonio. I need to get him to come to web site. While he was down here, he and i talked. Mainly why my life is so shitty and the problems i had. But before he left, i completely forgot to take a picture with him! stressed scream I am still kicking myself for not doing so. But he left so sudden, it kinda blew my mind. Well now i dunno when i'll see him again. (Moses i miss you terribly. i wanna see you again!) alrighty then...on to a more important note.
I have been dreaming a lot recently and it's kinda freaking me out. It's always the same dream, but with a different outcome. i will say the first one, because that's the one that is still with me and cannot get out of my head. Wait....i dunno if i should put this up. anyways, moving on. hopefully someone from my friends lists will reply to it and give me some advice about it. ok well, i was visiting my mom because it was getting close to a special day. I didn't live in Brownsville anymore. Let alone Texas for that matter. So i come home to my mother, and i gave her a surprise she never saw coming. She was a grandmother and she was very happy about it. Anywyas, it was a girl. I will not say her name, because i do not want to. Well after a while, my mom falls in love with her, i took her to see my dad and he does the same. so my parents spoil her like never before. So when it came to her 2nd birthday, Her father just so happens to show up. (this is my current ex bf glenn) So he had no idea that i had a kid and that it was his. it was a blur to how he and i talked, and when it came down to my baby, i told him that she was his, my dream skipped his reaction to it. then after a while, i woke up. i still remember what she looks like and what her name was. Now what still gets me is how i remember that, and why my ream didn't let me see his reaction to it. i came up with some ideas, but i will not say. If you have any ideas or opinions about my dream, please feel free to comment. Please this is for real and having someone give me a bad or nasty comment, will be deleted and reported withought question!
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